Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Suffocated

Yes I do cherish my freedom, and yes I do want to keep my options open, and no I don't think love is built on bonds and promises, I don't think it's bound at all, and guarantees make me laugh.
And no I don't want to settle down, and yes I do feel rushed, and I don't care if we kissed, that doesn't mean that I have stepped into a committed relationship, and I don't care if you're a worrier, deal with it and sort yourself out.
And no, three weeks are not enough for decisions, and no you cannot be a part of my every second in France, and I will not succumb under pressure and guilt tripping and apologize for not being 20 anymore and dropping all my plans at the first glimpses of a potential love....
No I wont unlearn every lesson picked up along the way...
and I'm not sorry, for needing my time, for having an adults pace, for holding on to my independence for dear life, if you cannot grow up then I am NOT sorry.

6 comments:

LouLou said...

Wow. Sounds like that you really needed to get that off your chest.

And no 3 weeks are not enough.

still breathing said...

i adore that spirit!!!

wish my sis would feel that way...

MechanicalCrowds said...

When it's meant to be, you'll decide in an instant, and 3 weeks will seem too long to wait!

Insomniac said...

way to go girl.. that's the spirit

FreudianSlip said...

You would think that a guy who sees himself growing old with you wouldn't have trouble recognizing some of the most major aspects of your personality!

This rush makes me wanna hurl.

Mechanicalcrowds- when it's meant to be you will WANT to decide in a second but it would be wise not to.

N said...

Seriously girls, Thank you!! I needed that. and mechanical crowds, i used to firmly believe what you are saying, and i was proven wrong every single time.