At night in bed after he left my place and went back home, after i spent the weekend at the beach with my friends without him. I reach for my phone and start typing a text message...
"awel marra to3od 7adenny keteer kedda in silence..."
"i just wanted to enjoy taking you in my arms..."
"you've never done that before"
"yes i have"
"i can't remember habibi"
"it felt like the first time"
"that's because you miss me"
"i miss you too love"
And then i went back in my memory to the many many times he held me for long intervals in silence. Can it really still feel like the first time?
It amazes me this falling in love with same person every once in a while, its like little leaps of emotion within the same emotion. I never thought it possible.