Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Soft

I see his faults.
I see them as clearly as i see the sun or the stars.
I see them and see how i could let them turn our life into a living hell.
I see his stubbornness, his over sensitivity, his insecurities.
I see them, so very clearly i see them.
I remember a very far away time, when i was blinded of faults by love.
Where i could have sworn that every inch was perfect, every trait endearing.
Where i had no need to change a thing.
So long gone are those days of innocence, of blinding passion, of naivety.
I never thought i would be this me of today.
Where i see his faults, like the sun in the sky, and at the same time see my smile in his eyes.
I am always smiling, i am always loved, it is always gentle.
It is so very soft, this thing we have.
We can talk, and we can laugh, and we can argue, and we can get angry, and we can hurt and get hurt, but it is at the end the softness that always wins.
I see his faults, and i see the choice to let them ruin us or let the softness smooth it all out.
Growing up has it's virtues, you get the chance to choose happiness.

2 comments:

Néphèle said...

You see,

This is the root of the root,
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of a sky of a tree called love;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide

:)

Innate_Inanenuss said...

N, Hey...

u lost the urge to write here or what?

I do miss ur regular posts...
I hope ur OK..
I hope ur mother is doing more than fine too.