Real: The man i love holds the door for me and fills up my glass of wine before it is ever empty
Real: The man i love is the best company i know
Real: The man i love makes me laugh at myself, the most challenging of tasks
Real: The idea of my days without him, makes my stomach turn
Real: The man i love devastated me today
Real: For the first time since i can remember, i came home to crawl into my mothers arms
Real: All day i have been repeating in my head
"please make it ok again, please pull through"
"please make it ok again, please pull through"
Real: I still love the man i love, i still want no other man
I am exhausted.
All i want in my world right now is for this man to wake up tomorrow and decide to earn his second chance.
All i want is that, the hope of a chance at something real.
"May you find the strength to do what you think is right, the wisdom to accept it and the conviction to uphold it. May your strength be understood, your wisdom appreciated and your conviction respected."